Upside down

In life, I expect nothing.

I look myself in the mirror and I said to myself, "What's going on with me?"

But I'm proud with myself,

when I looked back--

How can I willing to wait even there's so many reasons to leave?

How can a man who already become a father of two child still contacted me?

How can my best friend leave me? while all that I do is 'saving their heart' the best that I can.

Unexpected event in life--

But I know, this is a test from Him. 

He knows that i can bear all that test that is why He gave me all that people in my life.

Expect nothing.

Just go with the flow. 

And what goes around comes around.

Midnight wish

I hope one day I will meet someone who will love me endlessly--

Without any condition, whether I'm ugly or I'm fat, I'm dumb or in my clumsy ways--

And will never ever questioned me about my past--

How jerk I am, how cruel I am--

As much as Ibu love me--

As much as my family care for me--

I really hope, I really am.

InsyaAllah, aminn 🙏

160514-00:30

Kuala Lumpur 2013

I didn't even remember what car do they used when I meet them-- 

I don't even remember what time do we used to meet at that day--

Hahaha I know it's kinda funny, but at that time, all I think was to meet you and them--

But I still remember, what song do we used to heard at that night--

I still remember what kind of tea do you gave me at that time--

How we used to argue, laugh and mad at you in only one night--

Because I really can't, can't remember to forget you and all the memories.