B.F.F #2

A letter from Blair to Serena

"Dear Serena, my world is falling apart. My father left my mother for thirty-one year old model.

A male model. I feel like screaming because I have no one to talk to. 
My dad is gone. Nate's acting weird. 
Where are you? Why won't you call? Why did you leave without saying goodbye?

You're supposed to be my best friend. I miss you so much. 
Love, Blair."

-Gossip Girl (1x03)

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And I cried.

No matter how many obstacles, test from Allah you got,

you MUST always share with me, right?
At a certain part, we share the same 'lost'.

We only have our mother. But not all things we will tell them.

That's what best friends for.

It's hurt when you know you're like a dumb person just waiting,

to know what your best friends have been already through BY THEMSELVES.

There is no other of my friends I will cry for them like this,

cry all day when I remember 'us'.

Now, I know your story.

And even if I know everything, I will not even to help you.

You know that. I'm sorry. 

But for me, telling your story was enough.

I'm sorry even after this,

I'll not being myself anymore.

I realized that nowadays I've been a heartless person to everyone.

Maybe because I'm tired of everything.

Everything.

Take care, I love you.

<3